Joy

As I walk this new path..things occur to me
people say...'oh I wish it were easy to stay so positive'
and I think..oh it is, seeing as what is the other option? being negative? thinking that nothing good will happen !
I could write, well I have, books on the subject of pain..
but from today's vantage point I see why I was where I was,
I vibrated to the pain, I followed it and it followed me..
death, a daily occurrence in my line of work, was always around,
and I let it.
I felt pain, I held it and it held me, I would put on my smiley face when I had too
but you could see the pain behind it.
More pain came to me, and tragedy, until I found myself thinking...
THIS SUCKS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want off!!!
So I wrote down everything about life that I would miss when I was gone, and as I wrote every word, I envisioned those things like they would be the last time I saw or felt it...and something amazing happened....guess what??????
spending 2 hours writing about all the wonders of life that lift me up, make me smile, make me laugh, make me love, make me dream, and that is not even talking about the people that was just things !! I started laughing and realized at that moment...your life is what you make it...you can walk around unhappy and more unhappiness will come to you...or you can find your bliss, roll in it, own it, be it, and most important share it! Even if 'they' don't understand..it doesn't matter only you can make yourself happy..and when you are happy you can share your Joy with everyone..just by walking through this world beaming because at your core you vibrate to your own joy...and there is another secret...the more you beam... the more people see it...and they find their own joy..and pretty soon the whole world is laughing and singing.
So do yourself a favour...find it...think on it...be it...live it...and remember it daily. Write it down for yourself ! :)
I still find death coming around...I can't stop that...but I can stop the way I am around death....I will hold his hand one day but as for now I don't look into his eyes anymore...only into the light.

find it, live it, be it, share it

'Be the change you want to see in the World" Gandhi

'Find your Bliss' Joseph Campbell

'Look to a place where there is Joy and it will erase the pain. ' Joseph Campbell

'Your work is to go forth into this physical environment looking for things that are a vibrational match to joy, connecting to Source Energy, and then following with the inspired action.'
--- Abraham